Every
single time when I wake up, i want to sleep more. I'm tired of constantly living on
the schedule, not being able to do things I like. In the early morning I
have to go to the library where I do boring and tedious tasks. From
four o'clock in the evening I work for myself. For a
penny I earn, I do not get pleasure from work. After shift I do my English homework. In the
evenings I spend 1 hour on it. Today I have neglected my morning plans,
and sat down to read a book about professional vocation, which has
long wanted to read. What am I waiting? Why I waste energy on unloved
work? Why I don’t try the new activities, using all my
opportunities? I know, that all my dreams will come true when I found my real
vocation. How to try new things, when you haven’t time? I found the answer few
months ago. It s to better manage my time. But I m not satisfacted with this
answer. A human must do what he likes at least once a week for discharge
What do I like seriously? I can’t answer. So I go on a journey of
knowledge of my preferences and abilities. I can read many books about
the vocation, but they are useless without constant experiments. I must finally
follow this rule at recent work, someday it would lead to higher earings. When I
get desired salary, I can start doing something else, even
if it won’t bring money at first time.
Now I need to try different activities and
spend less time on nonsense, and to revive a motivation to
achieve my recent goals.For the discharge I must find time for enjoyable
activities.
The starting point for happiness is a great Self-management.
